Hey guys thanks,

I am not seeing a therapist or anything, however I am gonna ask my GP if I can as my mates and family are good but I need more help.

I am feeling really weird as although I have told people its still like a weight is on my shoulder. I am having nightmares about my past(school mainly) I was bullied when I was 8 and 12 years old and I have all of a sudden started having nightmares about it again. I am actually re-living that one. I am also having a dream and re-living my childhood when my Dad would tickle me and it makes me smile. I am still pretty low and as I have told my mates I am hoping for a quick fix which I actually don't think is possible. I have always thought I was indestructable and my mate is saying no-one is but I have always felt I have been indestructable.