Hi seeker,
Gosh, I'm sorry you've slipped down. IMHO going off on your own might not be good if your feeling wobbly; better to talk to your friends here at PC.
You mentioned your counsellor; are there any 3d support groups near you? I know some support groups can be a bit grim, and then others can be really good. It depends whose in them I guess.
Last night I was listening to a life coach on a US online radio station, and she had some contacts for life coaches around the country. Maybe that kind of proactive help would be good? Just a thought. I found that just listening to the callers was uplifting and made me feel better.
Anyway, I'm off to have a look at your artwork on ebay; can't promise that I can afford to buy it though!
Good thoughts, M
PS - Just got back from ebay. Having recently been to Venice, your work reminds me of renaissance art, particularly the portraits. It's good stuff, and you have so many satisfied customers!