thank you ... yes I had choices .... that is a blessing huh?!
I went with the girls .... less pressure .....
got really worked up (not unusual) had to get a friends help in winding down .....I feel like I was in a fight with my body ..... literally ...... I guess I got to practice more in getting out and socializing and being open and free to talk and play and converse ....
It was good but I def need to practice ....
wish I didnt get so damn worked up .... I was on speed (self induced not the drug or anything) but I felt like I was on fast forward before my friends got to the house to pick me up, i was cleaning everything and washing everything and getting myself ready and everything had to be in presentable order and and and and and

Very tiring ..... how do you find the stop button on the remote to your mind?