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Wow K, that was the nicest sweetest thing ever! I'm almost blushing. I guess you're right, going to try and work on it. I've decided to give life a second chance, why let my marriage go. I think I'm still upset and confused about my own life right now.

I never told him about the incident on Tuesday. I didn't want to be saved, I just wanted to sleep forever, but I woke up. My emotional state was so messed up and I'm still wondering why I'm here.

I'm going to really try and work on things. He's already trying and making sure i'm okay.

Thank you again K, I love you. You are so special to me and I'm glad I came to this site and met you. It's good to know that there are people like you still out there. You did not try to trick me and play with my emotions like some will do...