{{{{{{{DarkEyes}}}}}}}} Thanks so much. It is very hard accepting myself as this person that I am. I still have alot to learn and a long way to go. But I am really trying to get it together. Like you said, it's not easy. I am honestly trying though. It's just nice to know that there are other people in this world that can relate to me and how I feel. Sometimes it's pure hell. I read on a website once about bipolar and someone described it as "Living with Jesus and Lucifer inside"... and sometimes I believe it's very much like that. Again, thank you for being so nice. I come here often to read what others have to say, and it helps me very much.