I feel stupid for writing this post. I know my depression can mess with my impression of things so I don't know if I am interpreting this correctly or not. I am trying to figure out if I am being too sensitive or not. I know that people grow apart, but I'm trying to figure out if they ever cared. I had friends in college. A lot of them graduated two years before me (I graduated three years ago). I had kept in touch via email and phone. I even visited one when I was in town. However, they never contact me. I will call them and leave messages every once in a while, but they never return my calls. Even less often I will reach them and we will talk, but I just don't know. They never contact me via email or phone. I don't know how long I should hold on to these friendships. Should I just give them up? Should I call them again? I just don't know. How long is too long. Do I have any friends?