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Originally Posted by deliquesce
i havent slept.
i keep thinking, maybe i made all of this up and nothing happened and im about to make a big mistake and tell people and things will spiral out of control.
i dont want to hurt anyone in my family.
i want to call up austin-t or pdoc and ask them what to do but it doesnt make a difference if they believe me if i dont believe myself.
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You're not making anthing up. You don't do that. That's not who you are.
No, you don't want to hurt anyone. And you won't hurt anyone. You can only help. If someone does some bad things, utlimately it hurts them, too, to act that way. They can't enjoy life as much; they're limited in their ability to function and succeed and enjoy. It is good for them to get help, and that can only happen with the truth being told. It's maturity to want and try to help people get better even if in the short-term they don't recognize their mistakes. Maybe what they do hurts other people, so you can end up helping people they would end up hurting if they didn't get help themselves.
Like Sunrise said, look at it like a scientist. Austin-T and pdoc believe you, know you well enough to judge if you're making sense, and they care about you. You can't walk over them, they'll listen and critically think about whatever you say to sort everything out. You can trust that they'll be honest with you, give objective views, and that they don't doubt your integrity.
