I can relate to this feeling when I first when on medication it was like it turned my thinking off. I had to teach my self how to think again but this time try to let it get obsessive. I often feel like I'm truning in to some one I just dont know if I can deal with or cope with. I dont want to become someone I dont know. I dont know if it's the OCD making me feel this way or just anxiety or if I really should be worried but I feel like becoming "normal" will make me a drone. I watch people go about there day some time and I feel a sence of danger in become just another face in the crowd another ant trying to follow the sent of the ant before him. It seem pointless and mindless to just constantly try to copy or better other people, or to bye items that make companies rich which most often owned by on person who will never need that much money eva.