Dearest Deli,

change is scary and your inner child will be wanting to stay where it is rather than go intot he unkown - the self doubt you have is only natural - i have asked my self a thousand times if this is real - if i made it up -

Pdoc and Austin T are used to dealing with people who make things up they belive you and so do i - denal is a detour in the healing road.....
you can stay there a while before you move on ..... but we know the truth - you know the truth - in your heart you know..

i think its a good idea to ask AustnT about why he doesnt talk about SU if you need to talk about it - will pdoc talk ? i think he would - have you mentioned it to him - apologies if you say youve talked to him -

Deli dearest friend - please take care of you -
let me know if i can help - remember i am only a stones throw away

P7