Never thought that I would feel this again , I really thought its over or at least I have better control over em ,

Never thought that I felt so down to the point , I think of those negative thoughts and as if whispering to my ears feeling satan is knocking at my door again and craving for my soul.

Feeling bit hyper and irratating at nites while feeling real down and crushed in the morning. Been weeping and feeling cold, felt no mood to talk , to eat ,

Whats really happened? Didnt I had such great time last nite? Didnt I tried to be outwardly focus ? When will all these be truly over? Or is there an end? Or its gonna be with me throughout my life?

My Depression , My vicious cycle has came back as if my long lost friend seeking after me ,
Knowing that I couldnt avoid you , Knowing that Your just a dark clouds will always roam around like dark clouds in the open sky before it rain.
And ur not just does that , You strick like a lightning too leaving me with all these awful , and terrifiing feelings .

Thinks You will always be part of me , my sad , my cruel fren , you comes and u goes, dont know why u loved me so . I cant deny you , nor do I could reject or runaway from u, you're my closest frens when my best frens is busy and unavailable.

I just hope for the Blight Sun to comes back,Pleading God to rescue and sent His' angels to my rescue as I wept , and to wait patiently to the point I need to wait and wait Just wait!

And to celebrate my victory once more. A celebration thats are so heart-felt and colourful.
A celebration thats worth celebrate and Never End.

Until you comes back again , another cycle , another chapter, another line...

Depression.........