is it a mental illness.........

a mental disorder?

a maladaptive process?

or an adaptive process to deal wiht trauma......

a coping mechanism when the brain says - "ive had enough!!!"

a way to survive the unsurvivable......

a storm we stand in the middle of till the rain stops and we find our way to shelter.....

all i know is it hurts......and it tears at your soul ....

and thankl heavens for T's and pdocs and friends who stand by us while we run - walk - or crawl along the healing road

thankyou MINIME for starting this thread so i could epxress how i feel - when at the moment i am just putting one foot in front of the other to get through this

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