HEj Jay S! Good work going to the clinic! It isn't the easiest thing to start getting help, but believe me, it's better than going without. I think I might have read a thread from you before. If so, good to hear from you again. One thing about "feeling" that you "can tell" from people that they don't like you: that feeling can be wrong. I know I had to realize that I was reading information that didn't mean anything (neutral signals) as negative signals that people were sending about me. Turns out that most didn't dislike me; they didn't have many opinions about me at all Problem is, the few times I was right, I took as proof tht I could tell. Got me into a lot of trouble, I can tell you Take care of yourself, and Hugs! Hope to hear from you again!