You're not a failure, your navigational system is just having a little trouble. Sounds like you have quite the fan Club! I would be tempted to print them all out and put them up around my apratment or home just so I could see how much people I know through different channels liked me. It sounds to me like you desrve to hear what they have to say about you every day, several times a day. You are loved, you are liked. People think you are beautiful. People think you are worth a heck of alot.
Not bad, eh? Hugs and hugs again!!!!