Hi Night,

Thanks for ur advice and concern bout me, As of today, as its already 230am , tues in malaysia, I still havent sleep yet.

Feeling no mood to sleep, though yesterday I did something to help me focus and tries to be there for someone and to encourage them . Yet I still feel the urge to cry . Must be my job , etc affects em.

Anyway I dont know what I suppose to say , what I suppose to feel , If only I could just turned back the clock perhaps I could safe myself from all these unwanted feelings. I wanted to feel numb though but that doesnt do any good to me too. So I just need to wait now is all I need to do and like what u said Never Ever Give up Hope!And beliefs that I could pull thru.

thanks,

with love,