more hugs kirsten............
yuor not alone in feel like cant see the worth of being here,beads feel that way alot of the time to. but were still here. dunno what insane reeson keep us puttign one foot in front of the other day but we do adn yuo can too.
mabe cuz we aint giver-uppers dunno.mabe we have this crazy idea that their is a glimmer of hope to be found someday that will actualy be far real.
either way........please do not give up!
all our best,
beads