Thsi has brought up memories for me. I met a man named Dominick, who I decided to date, even though he had just been released from prison. He got his food from the garbage, sold hid food stamps for srug money. He denied that he was using drugs. He said he wanted to marry me. This touched me deep inside. He told me to go off birth control. I found out later he had seven kids, which I don't know how being in prison for twenty years. His conviction was manslaughter although he said it was in self defense. Also, i dated a guy named Johnnie who kept going through all my money for drugs. He saw me crying about it and didn't care. Also, he wanted to marry me. I was so touched someone wanted to marry me. It is embarassing I dated these two. This thread lets me express that. It is humiliation. I do believe it was my illness that caused me to be involved with these sociopaths. I still hurt bad to this day.