{{{{{{{{{{{Heidu, Heather, Jill}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} thanks all of you.

I saw the pattern when I was venting and typing. Heidu? I am never tired of hearing from you and your input. You have wonderful insight and make me laugh on top of it.....thank you.

I realize that alot of my stress is due to him - he certainly fosters my low self-esteem issues. He is not the only problem - just part of it. The bigger issue lies within myself and my own emotional problems.

I think if I was able to ever get a handle on those, I might be capable of dealing with him and cleaning up the mess.

I just found out my T is out sick and was yesterday also - one good reason why he has not responded to my email (there's that spoiled brat again, not thinking that maybe there is a legit exscuse for his silence). All I have today is my hospital appt then - would rather have that reversed.........lol.

My husband did call me this morning and reschedule the appt. - now it is next month. He acted like everything was just fine between us. Geez I wish I could ignore things like he does - well, maybe a happy medium between the two.

Jill, thanks for the extra thoughts today. A needle in my spine is not a comfortable way to spend the day...lol.

Heather, you are so sweet. Thanks for the offer, I have it in the back of my mind, really.

xoxoxox Take care all.

Mary Alice