I had another dream where I woke up in tears. This time, what happened was (if I remember correctly) me, my Mom, my Dad and my Grandpa were all playing cards in my living room. I didn't want to play anymore, but felt like I had too. Finally I burst and flipped the cards and left very frustrated and confused. I ran outside and was crying and punched a telephone pole. I kept punching things when I could. When I came back to my house my Mom was sitting on the porch. She told me my Dad and Grandpa were very mad about what happened earlier. I was still freaking. I turned and saw my Dad sitting in the chair beside my Mom. I dont remember if he said anything, but I know my Mom said something that just made me think "You're NOT GETTING IT" so I grabbed the side of her chair and she fell out of it, but I hadn't meant to do that.
I turn to my Dad, and grab his chair, and he falls backward...I hadn't meant to do that either. This whole time all I can feel is frustration and anger and it's consuming me. Last thing I remember from the dream is one of them saying they were going to call 'the hospital' (mental, im assuming) and then I kinda woke up. I was breathing very heavily and sorta crying when I woke up, and whining a little bit. It was all very surreal.
Combining this with my other dream I begin to wonder...why am I having all these bad dreams? Where things go wrong, or I go nuts? I've never been sent to a mental hospital, I'm not on any meds, it's summer time so all I do is work (which I like) and no school (so no stress). My parents and I aren't fighting, and overall, things are pretty good. But these dreams keep freaking me out and I'm curious as to why I keep having them.
Any thoughts or insight? I'm not seeing a T, so I couldn't ask for a professional opinion. Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read...I appreciate any help!
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