I think I found out why I am so depressed.
I don't think I love my husband...
I am just feeling numb...
don't know if my depression is making me feel this way
or it could be me... I don't even know what I want...

He says he loves me but I don't feel anything
I think I am here because I don't have to do anything...

is this just phases everyone goes through once in a while?
or am I going through mid life crisis???
am I just being bored???

not sure anymore...
I thought about living by myself and I started to have energy...
but scared at the same time...

a lot of ppl are going through divorce around me now days...
am I getting affected???

Has anyone went through feelings like this toward your partner???