I'd rather have a hard session than unproductive, feeling like T just doesn't get it. I hate leaving feeling like I wasted my time. How can one week I feel so understood, and the next one feel like she totally doesn't get what's going on?

Last week was so awesome. I felt like she finally understood. This week, not the case. I'm sad, I'm frustrated, and I just want to run away and not go back.

Thing is, looking back and remembering my old T, I used to feel the same thing about her, how one week she 'got me' and the next I felt like she didn't.

How do I stop this? How can I realistically get through a session, honestly understanding what's going on?