nah it's cool. the relationship just kind of dissolved on it's own.
i made it official this morning when she came into the kitchen for breakfast
and she didn't even look at me. i told her we should go back to being friends
and she just kinda started sobbing into her hands in front of the coffee pot.

we're both only 19, and still in college. neither of us need a live in
boyfriend/girlfriend. and us being friends since grade school makes it awkward.
but hopefully we can go back to being friends. or maybe something will
happen down the road. who knows?
i figure i'll wait at least a week before i talk to that volleyball chick.
god, this **** sucks.