this is wonderful, I'm so happy for you that you have such a close bond with your T, it's going to make this whole therapy experience so much more meaningful and productive and SAFE for you! Reading about your sessions really makes me smile.

Also, I have the same experience of thinking back over some parts of certain sessions I've had & it seems like T & are sitting in different spots or are very, very far apart physically even though I know that we never moved during the session. I guess that's when I dissociated during those moments?