I watched porn for the first time when I was 16. I found the VHS with my sister from my dad's bedroom. I am so glad that my sister and I didn't watch it together.
It was nothing like I imagined... I couldn't eat for a while and I hated my dad for... I don't know for how long... I was quite traumatized...

anyways... Now I am looking back... I can laugh about it.
Don't worry, you are not dirty at all...
It's all natural...