since you said it's ok to ask questions, I'm just trying to understand a little better. Forgive me if this is something that's obvious, I'm still new here so maybe I just don't know your story as well as everyone else, but does your therapy have to end at the end of this year, is that the situation? I'm just a little confused, you said your T "waiting until a month and a half until the end of the year" to talk about the termination, so I'm thinking that must be the case.
Anyway, just trying to understand what's going on, but either way, I know it's hard for you, I don't know that I would do any different. I only have a year of therapy left, too, and I know the termination is going to be killer, I don't know how I'll ever be able to say goodbye. I'll probably do the same as you, just not go back for the final session. :hug