((((((((((JustFloating)))))))))))) so sorry to hear that , I think that when moods is down it will affects from one to another , and makes life difficult to go thru at times . Personally I dont like to study though whenever I going thru exams I would become very anxious , but recently when the time im at my depressed mood all of the sudden where I have no idea the reason caused. I just remembered that I had a great time beforehand but all of the sudden those feelings of no mood to sleep , to eat , feeling wanted to cry just creep in a blink of an eye. Even I have to told my boss that I couldnt meet him for training as I worked as an Insurance Agent now. But my boss also quite worried bout me as he heard me crying over the phone. And sends me some encouraging words .

But my depression is pretty fast to disappear though coz im borderline and bipolar I just feel tired now and took a long nap today. Overall im feeling much better. In your case I suggest u get some of ur classmates to have study discussion with u and to try to relax . Plz dont think u dont deserve entering into this school or class as u. Just try ur upmost best ok as I too love to study languages I think its one of ur interest too maybe who knows u can be a tour guide into this are or be a translator . And languages is such a importance nowadays wherever u go or whatever line ur working . Even me im not good at mandarin though but im learning still despite I am a malaysian and came from a chinese background . Just try to be into this line ok . And Wishing You ALL the Best!