(((fuzzy))) if alright with you I send these to you. I am new here so I am a bit on careful side with the hugs and all to others .
As for making bad choices, I commend you for making any choice at all. I know of too many who will not make a choice so they get nowhere on there own. Bad or good I am glad to make them and then learn from the bad, which I make more of than good it seems. Please don't be so hard on yourself we alllllll make mistakes.. Linda