Hi, Katielee. Boy does that sound like me at times. I know it's really hard to do anything when you are feeling that way, but Byzantine is right. Get help and don't let depression mess it up for you. On the same note, even if you are anxious and low and feel like molasses on a cold day, you need to get out and at least get to your job. The longer you stay away, the more difficult it will be to get yourself out and there. I know. Once you get there, just do what you can, but don't talk yourself out of it. Once you talk to your doctor you can decide how to work this further. Hoping that this is a relatively short haul for you, and good luck with the new job. Hang in there. HUgs!!!!