My therapist is on vacation and then I go on vacation. I left him a message begging him to find a "hole" in his schedule for me before I leave. Otherwise it will have been 2 months since I've seen him. I don't want to start with a new therapist.

I did see my shrink today and I told him how I was feeling. I first told him about how the mental clinic was not therapeutic and that he should not use that facility again. He said the key is not to stay alone and try to socialize more. It's going to be hard since I've alienated many of my friends I'll keep going to group therapy and hope for the best.

This site is so great. I'm thankful for all the wonderful people here.

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