(((((trying to be me)))))) depression has a tendency to build a wall between me and God, I find. I suspect in your case, your faith is not dead, but is dormant while depression dulls your spiritual senses. Just like it can leach the color out of the world and the good out of what you see, it can take the feeling of connection between yourself and others - ALL -others away. Don't give up. Depression doesn't fool God, and the break only goes one way. Hang in there. Thinking of you.