Eventhough I had been tortured beyond description at your age I thought it was just my family. I left myself open to things like your story and I am so luck nothing bad came of it. I am sorry that you made choices that put you at risk and you are old enough to know what we all are speaking of. You need to respect yourself more and consider your safety. As for sharing a sleeping bag---um, that has always meant one thing in my experience. I ran away once at 15. For good reason, I had the crap knocked out of me daily. However, I landed in a situation where the man wanted in my um...breeches, and the girlfriend protected me and kept herself between us. I was very luck indeed. Until my brother found me and tok me "home" He was on his motercycle and I made him take the long way home. He cared then, now he has schitzophrenia.