I'm new to the forum but at a point in my life right now where I'm not wanting drugs. For two main reasons I don't really believe I'm bipolar or if I'm just severely depressed. I've been diagnosed with both. I just went thru 8 months of pregnancy with out drug one and couldn't have felt better, of course minus the momma blues of being fat or no ankles. When I had my son things were beautiful my man was so attentive we were both proud of what we had created together but then the feelings I felt before came pregnant. I don't know if its the history my man and I have and the lack of discussions I can have with him about my feelings. Anyway everything should be right with the world I have four beautiful children 16,12, an 9 year old stepson and a brand new baby! Why don't I feel like I got the world in my hands?!