I hear you sweetie, but beauty is truly on the inside, I just wish more people would see that ... we punish ourselves believing such things as we're ugly, I guess it can be seen as a vain thing? Though in no way is it meant that way. I hate my looks and body too ... but that is how I've been conditioned to think by my mother, I hope you're feeling better soon, beauty is from inside ... we have to learn to love ourselves which is hard .. am I rambling again? Sorry sending hugs if that's ok .... Kerry /Ophelia xxxx