<font color="green"> Thank you everybody, I am still maintaining. or at least mostly so. Only form of si I am currently practicing is over eating. 
I have little spurts of energy but not much. For me depression is a black pit of tar that I cannot find the strength to resist.I am so sick of it all. I just want to wake up without this black cloud surrounding me. If I can't do that then I may as well go back to cutting. However for now I intend to continue to resist and continue to try to overcome this mess. </font> 
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dalila
Worry is like a rocking chair. It gives you something to do but it doesn't get you anywhere.
-Erma Bombeck
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