I'm just finding it so hard to get out of the funk that I landed in. I am losing motivation daily, I can actually feel it being sapped from me. I must have sent in at least 100 resumes over the past 5 months, I can't find work for the life of me, literally. I'm starting to feel like it's useless to even try. Even the jobs that are a few steps down from what I used to do I can't get. I have absolutely nothing to fill up my days. I used to at least have my girlfriend but she's gone now too. I just sit around, read the paper, look for jobs, watch tv, all in a one bedroom apt. The walls are closing in on me.

The few friends I have are all too busy with their own lives to spend time with me. Not that I blame them, I just wish I could get out a bit more, or get a bit more human contact.

I dunno, guess I have no choice but to keep mindlessly sending in resumes. Kinda sucks living in a big city during an economic downturn. Hopefully we come to our senses as a country and stop outsourcing all of our jobs. Oh well.