Hello sweetie and welcome to PC. So many feel this way, you are not alone. Our minds play tricks you see ... if you are depressed or suffer with maybe a personality disorder (I'm not saying you do) Do you see a therapist about how you feel? Sometimes low self esteem and lack of confidence makes us think we are being treated this way, I know this from experience, then we go making assumptions . We have to start by liking who we are, don't try to impress others, be yourself and please know your behaviour patterns will need time to change, nothing happens over night ... I wish you well, safe hugs if that's ok ... Ophelia xx Keep reaching out here, write your thoughts down, this WILL pass .... xx