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I just got a letter and forms today from Social Security. They are reviewing my case to see if I am still disabled "according to their rules". I am freaking out. I can't lose my benefits, especially my health insurance--Medicare.
I went through this once before, about 5 years ago, and the months it took for Social Security to decide my fate were agonizing. I worried and worried and worried.
I don't know what I'd do if I lost my benefits. I couldn't pay rent, let alone have a pdoc and a tdoc and medicine. And what if I have to have surgery again?????
I am sooooooooooooooo freaking out!!!
I am so overwhelmed I can't even fill out the forms. I read them and then had to take a klonopin and put them away.
Why??????
Just when I am starting to accept that I have a debilitating mental illness, this happens and now I am sure it is a sign from above (or below) that I am not really sick.
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