Well I haven't been doing so good lately.
I was feeling really up there, alive.. feeling great.
Now I'm just feeling really low.
It started off yesturday and just snowballed on me.
Cried abit yesturday, thought about the ex, and other things including some more 'daydreams'. Had a weird dream last night that bothered me.

I seem to just be out of it, my chest is feeling tight this morning. I'm feeling almost dizzy a bit when I got off the couch a bit ago.
When I went into my kitchen I had to lay my forehead on the countertop. I was going to eat something, but passed on that and came online. I should eat but can't be bothered right now. I don't think it helps that I've just had coffee today. I've been up since about 8:30am, well fell asleep again and got up 15 mins later. It's 11am now.

I think this is contributed to the weather as well, my SAD it's been gloomy and rainy for the last 2 days now, this being the second day. I have that low feeling in my gut today again.

I'm on my own until after 7.. I don't know what I'll do until my guy gets home from work, he left after 5:30 this morning.