This is an update from my thread about my marriage to my husband. I am not putting it in "Divorce and Separation" because we have decided not to follow thru with divorce.

We had a talk Saturday.

The issue, we realized, wasn't about the way things were with my friend and me.

Actually, I was avoiding my husband because I was having trouble letting him in emotionally.

It is so hard for me to make it known to him how much I love him. I feel so vulnerable.

so, that's why I've been hagning out more with my friend instead of him.

Not because I care about him more, but becasue I was afraid to get close to my husband.

B.