I've been in a manic mixed episode for nearly three months now. I have no fewer than 10 huge art projects going on around my house right now, not to mention the compulsive organizing that I go through when I am freaking out like this. I'm tired of this. I enjoy the energy, but I wish I could focus for more than say, 8 minutes at a time.

I've been on and off 2 different meds over these past 3 months trying to find something to bring me down closer to "normal" (at least for what I imagine normal might be, I'm pretty sure I've never been really normal)

Just spouting off...thanks for reading if you did.