This whole T thing. I just don't get it. Why can't she hear what I am saying? I've written it, I've told her, I've emailed it (that I have actually accomplished a lot in the past 2 years). I've even brought in supportive evidence (Scholarly Journals) that say how long the DID healing process works.

In the context of talking about my future, t used the terms 'mentally ill' in regard to me. she's never done that before. I've never even heard her use those terms in public settings. Then she said that she does not have the expertise to deal with my DID system. This is where we started crying. She wants to find a DID specialist for me to work with. But she does know how devastated we'd be with termination and said "I WANT you all to hear that I DO want to continue seeing you weekly." It was still a blow regardless. *cries*