I've had a few of those. I don't know what you're expecting people to say either. But when you get the push and it seems so clear they just don't want to know anymore and the only thing that stops me from getting too angry and upset is telling myself that one day they will regret it. It's not likely that they're never going to think about you again; because they will on numerous occasions. And maybe even miss you and regret throwing you away. There are others you can waste your time on.
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You might say it's self-indulgent. You might say it's self-destructive. But you see it's more productive than if i were to be happy.
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