Hi Katie! thanks for sharing. I know how it feels, I think most of us do on this site. I'v struggled to feel motivated about anything for a while now. Try not to focus everything on this job (which you might just not like) what I mean is, if there are other things that might lift you up, spare some time each day for them. You can look forward to that each day, so you might get the work done easier. People always say try these things (medication, Dr., a hobby, friends/family) but when these things don't help you feel lost. Try to balance the things you like to do, with the ones you don't or if there is one, speak to a job recruitment agency. They may be able to help you find something more suitable. Is doing something from home as a job a possibility? keep going what ever you do!