Deli,
That particular day I just really lost it in there and I turned all my anger against him and said some things I shouldn't have. Part of it is a blur but I do remember him telling me knock it off and that I was really out of line. I really expected him to open the door, throw me out and tell me never to come back again. I went home with alot of mixed emotions and wrote him a really long letter (I write him letters when I can't talk about things face to face). When I went back the next week, we talked about what happened, how each of us felt and he said.."and see, I'm still here for you". Yep, I knew I could trust him then. Sorry more then you asked...I don't normally post however I'm trying to work on this fear of posting I have.