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I completely understand, I too am the exact same way. I am constantly orgranizing, cleaning, awshing clothes, cooking, looking for a job, online chatting here, rewiring the house. the list goes on and on. It like there is not stop. I usally am having mix mania's which consisted of euphoria, anger and agression, panic attacks, paranoia, and small part of it consistes of depression.
I am also out of insurance due to my employment sitution. Hang in there, i know its a lvoe hate relationship with yourself.
Pam
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Sometimes I am high and sometimes I am low.
Everyone around me but I am always alone.
Hour by hour and week by week,
I deal with myself and I never feel complete.
I want to be normal; I want to be sane,
No matter what I do, I always feel the pain.
“Stop the mania and fight back,
It’s all in your head”
I wish I could do it; I would rather go to bed.
Sometimes I am high and sometimes I am low,
I wish they could see me, so I won’t be alone. 
By Pam
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