I can empathsize w/ you!!! Your frustration level sounds like it has reached max. levels. Your meds seem like they have worked in the past, maybe you & your Dr. could re-evalute your needs. Our bodies are always changing!
There are some simple skills that you can easily learn, that would help you out tremendously!!! If you want to PM we can talk! Also you may want to hang out in the regular chat - you will get many ideas!!

Peace w/ You,
Holmes