You sound more hypomanic than fully manic...you have good insight about what is going on with you, and you are taking steps to stop it. Go into that pdoc session and make it clear that your first priority is to control this episode, and don't let the doc change the subject until they help you
I know you probably have told PC this already, but which mood stabilizers are you on already?
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