Thanks Michah,

That was the first time I ever had valium.. I didn't think it would have any bad side effects because I used to take high doses of other benzos in the past. I never did call the sleep clinic because now that I'm off topamax I'm sleeping MUCH better... I think it was the topamax that was causing my insomnia.. I really don't know but I seem to be able to sleep now that I'm off of it.. I'm also weaning off of remeron (which was helping me to sleep) because I don't need it anymore and it was causing weight gain. I wonder if getting off remeron has anything to do with these scary sleep like hallucination experiences? Out of my 28 years of life I've never ever hallucinated before in my entire life until I took the valium. I'm terrified to go to sleep tonight but I don't want to take anything to 'relax' me because of the experience I had with valium. I'm scared of benzos now! I will definitely call my pdoc tomorrow.. I see him Jan 6th but I"ll call and see if I can see him sooner. If I can't, I do see my family doctor Dec 14th for my yearly physical so hopefully I can wait until then.