Hi

Ok, I chose a smiley face for my subject icon just because I'm a nice, friendly guy and I want to stay positive just as long as I'm not "positive" for some kind of disease :-).

Well, I have been drinking gin and soda this evening and I am so dizzy right now that I told my room mate to call 911 if anything happens to me.

My blood tests all came back normal today. These blood tests were done by a very prominent doctor in my area who is the "F. Lee Baily" of doctors around here. Someone answer me this: why is it that those of us who suffer from anxiety/panic disorders have blood tests done swearing that we are going to die any second but somehow the tests always come back negative?. I mean, this doctor tested me for so many things it was unreal and they drew GOBS of blood from me at the lab. I looked up the tests on the internet and they cover everything from ANY type of cancer...to heart/liver disease to parasites/Lyme disease/prostate/CBC/DIFF/Sed rate/Hep-C/bacteria/viruses/inflammation/arthritis and on and on and on. I mean, I have never in my life had these many tests before and the doc calls and tells me that everything came back normal and that I was perfectly healthy. How can that be when I feel like crap 1/2 the time?. Am I missing something??.

I'll write more later. I'm a bit enebriated at the moment and I need to take care of my freind because he just had a procedure done on his bowels this morning (a colonoscopy) and I need to feed my pet goat who is laying on my bed chewing her cud right now. I have to feed my goose and duck too and...well...more later...

I told my doc that I am keeping a diary on my health probs and she said that is good.

((((((((((HUGS TO ALL OF YOU!!!!)))))))))))))))