My words seem so small and inadequate when I am thinking of the magnitude of what you're enduring, and also of the magnitude of your strength in so enduring. I am also humbled when I think of the advice and empathy that you, in spite of your difficulties, are able to offer to others on this forum.

Thank you for letting us know of your experiences and health news. I hope that you can see your cousin's kids often!

You mentioned someone who is supportive and helpful to you. What do you find to be helpful, what gives support?