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Originally Posted by sunrise
What if you said, "Even though you want more for me, I need you to give me credit for the progress that I have made", what do you think she would say?
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I like it - thanks Sunrise. I think you've got all of that right on the money.
Moonrise- yep -that is what I am fearing, all of it. That T is phasing me out. Maybe it is for the best, but omg it hurts, even now.
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Originally Posted by zooropa
I can also relate to the feeling of being too high maintenance for everyone, that nobody will stay around me or in my life because it's too much work, that I don't have the right to ask for anything or the right to have needs. I know how ****** that feels, and I hope you can know on some level that it IS ok for you to have needs and to ask for and receive help.
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yep - again right on the nose. that is it exactly; like i have no right to ask anything. T sees me for free and adds an extra hour to her night and tells me that she wants more for me and that it would be easier for her if she didn't because she wouldn't have to work so hard. What do i say to all of that?!
wow - i gotta go think about all this.
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